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delwin
Just a 19 year old dude trying to change his life and make it a better one.
Loves to dance and sing, but still trying to work on it.
Aspire to be a Teacher.
A good one.
An inspiring one.
Severely Addicted to
Lucifer
Music

Now let me be the one
Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I'm an enthusiastic individual who loves dancing.. singing.. music.. and most of all performing..

I believe that 1 gd show.. could change everything.. your life.. theirs.. and mine..

We all have dreams.. but not all have the chance to fulfill it.. well. I might just be one of them.. at least not for the time being..

When.. having this dreams.. you hope to have a soul mate.. someone who believes in you.. someone who supports you in doing whatever you'd dreamed of..

Well it's hard to find one.. and the thing is.. they aren't usually your mate..you know.. lol.. coz mates are best at splashing cold water.. or throwing tantrum when you wanna do what you love.. and what you desire.. they just think what you are doing is just ta attract attention.. and they don't usually like that.. especially the protective ones.. and at this point of time.. u just feel that a fist has just shove up ur ass a couple of times.. but you just .. can't .. do anything.. about.. it..

As Singaporean saying..
SUA (Forget It in dialect)
PISSED OFF (Angry)
OR BREAK (Break Up)

..And well.. the answer is often.. sua..

It's considered as a blessing if yours doesn't.. much less ta say that they are ACTUALLY supportive..

I do not have much talents.. well non .. if you were to really find one.. but.. somehow.. I ain't that kid who could just sit there quietly.. Doing what I love just makes me feel... exhilarated..

I'm also someone with low self esteem and is easily affected by comments(usually the bad ones).. however.. no matter how deep I am hurt.. I will try to hide it ..as much as I can.. until the point that I really couldn't take it.. I would ask that person ta piss off..

It's never wrong to just be yourself .. is it?..

When you dress yourself.. with things... you could afford.. or things you like..and what you have..

Trying ta.. take a picture with it.. happy with the new things you have..

People will always find fault in it..

They are telling you things.. LIKE they know it.. like..

"you look dam cmi..(cannot make it)"

"you look dam beng..(gangster)"

but.. the question is.. do they?..=.=..

Well .. they are speaking like.. your body is theirs to hold.. what you portray yourself.. are theirs to control..

Now thats fked up.. Is it even wrong to just.. be yourself?..

Normally.. I would ask them to piss off..

But if its my gf.. I will just pinch her cheeks and smile.. but back in my mind.. I'm with a knife stabbing her ass.. and something else that is so harsh that I can't post it here..

Is it.. so hard.. to find something to praise about..

Like..

You are very pretty today..

Whens the last time that you have praised someone.. hmmm

Why do we.. always have to say harsh things..

Why do we always see the black dot.. instead of the whiteboard..

Why do we always say that a glass is half filled.. and not the otherwise..

Maybe thats human nature.. or at least.. thats whats happening in my social circle..

Maybe thats not a culture we all share..
=D I'm Delwin.. signing off.. =)
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